I'm sorry for not updating my blog these last month..
I've been trying to enjoy life first before starting to change my schedule to full time studying hours.. so bear with me if i havent been uploading all these time..
Well its the new year and seems like CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming in like 2 weeks time.. And let me tell u, life has been superb.. i mean totally enjoying every single
time at school.. even though i've been spending like 10hrs in school every day..
its like super awesome cause i've been having fun staying back with NADIAH< GILLIAN< and some others like Kah Fai and Linus (a.k.a M^2)..Just now in school, i cried becos of laughing too much when Linus was rebutting Lemuel every single minute.. I'm telling u, it was freakin intense just now.. now, i'm at home listening to super junior- its you!! OMGD!! KYUHYUN is just freakin hot! i mean like totally!! i cant stop smilling whenever i look at him.. ahhh..
also, im like addicted to HI< MY SWEETHEART!!
Show lou's soongs and his acting skills are simply amazing.. i totally love watching the whole show.. even though the last episode is coming out tonight..Haissh.. Crossing my fingers for Bao Chu Jie & Hsueh Hai!! such a cute couple..
alritey.. i better end here for now.. gotta start on my DNT folio.. Laters..
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here's a gd song from super junior: Its you!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAcUbvm7uL0


KYUHYUN!!!! <3<3<3

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Let me tell u what’s been going on these couple of weeks..
I’ve been bad..
I mean not those bad as in badass type..
I mean bad as in the one who has been misunderstanding people throughout these whole time..
And I’ve even missed that opportunity of havin closure with him..
I mean like totally blow it away by being such an idiot..
I know.. I’m so stupid sumtimes ..
Acting without thinking..
But that happened after the gift camp..
Which I and Yao Nian plus Chee Yang especially,
Organized it for once at the pyramid club..
It was awesome I’m telling u,
I mean it wasn’t like last year where things were sort of impromptu and all.
This year’s camp was AMAZING!!!
Totally outrageously AWESOME!!!
Well, this year’s camp was different anyway,
Firstly because we tend to slack more than havin a busy camp
And this year has more juniors than seniors..
But nonetheless, it was still fun!
And this year, because of Shi Lei and Clement,
I had the courage to swam into the 8ft side of the pool,
And also touch the floor of that pool..
Plus, I manage to stay in there for 23 seconds!!
But still can’t manage to beat Clements timing which was 30 secs or more..
And this year, we had 2 swimming time slot, which made it all the more exciting!
This year’s training consists of senior’s teaching by Alfred and Pei Lin..
And of course, we had Mdm Phua to coach us on story telling techniques..
Also, with Kish extra training we had a lot of fun with doodling, secret codings and mostly communicatin with one another properly..
The event which spark of the camp mostly was our AMAZING race; which took place around Singapore Arts Museum..
The activities planned by yaonian was outrageous but fun in a way and my team cheated in some of the activities.. hehe.. hushhush over there.. n_n

Oohh well that’s basically what happened during the camp..
After the camp, me, Clement, WeiJun, Vijay, Qeem, Kenneth, XueLin, Sharnie, WeiKiat, YongQuan, and Sandy..
Went to far east plaza and ate dinner together.. we went to this Indonesian eating place andwhile the whole time Vijay was boasting of his wealthyness to us, he only ordered a dish which I have no idea what its called but its worth only 80 cents?! Me, WeiJun, YongQuan and Qeem were like so shocked as the dish consists of only rice, veggies and its sambal..and also, throughout the whole dinner, we cant stop laughing bout almost everything we talked bout.. and usually people called me aini or woaini but that day I’v had 2 new nicknames, one is that only Vijay called me which is ANNie cause he said my name sounds like that in the American way And WeiJun always sings a phrase from the song smooth criminal by the late MJ which has ‘my name’ in it when u listen closely to the song..
And during our train ride back to lakeside, it was an amazing mrt ride as I really cant seem to stop laughing at all until most of the other passengers were looking at us and there’s that one guy who was like stuck standing near our grp and let me tell u, he looked really uneasy throughout the whole mrt journey.. Poor guy.. oohh, and it was the first time that I saw xuelin and sharnie being such amazing actress that everyone cant stop looking at them throughout their whole act! But anyway, it was amazing.. I mean I just met Vijay that camp and it just seems like we’re able to spontaneously talk to each other without a hitch.. I’m telling u.. this year’s camp is splendid and very fun that I cant stop thinkin bout it until now.. well, I’ll stop boasting bout the camp and move to my problem now..


Our dearest gamers: I'm one too btw!!


WeiJun && DingFeng


Qeem!!


Bridge anyone??


Our Darlin doodlers!!


Sharnie seems really into that art piece..


My Dearest amzing team!! <3


SAMMY!!! <3<3<3

Well, it happened the week after camp, I mean he called and then throughout the whole conversation I was really acting very awkwardly…….



And I liked hung up the phone by saying a really stupid random reason.. I mean I don’t know what happened.. but after rereading the past smses he sent me, I know I acted stupid.. and now I should apologize to him for my weird behavior.. I’m crossing my fingers that things will be alrite..

Guys, 2010 is coming in like 5 more days!! And in 2010, we’re gonna take our ‘o’ levels! Shooting a lot of faery dust to everyone , and don’t give up! We will all make it out of yuan ching in 2011!! Well, gd luck y’all!! And happy advance NEW YEAR!!!!!

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I've done it..
after all this time..
being able to talk to him again like we used to a year ago or maybe even two..
I'm glad..
we're talking once more..
NO more awkward situations..
NO more just a Hello greeting..
No more being strangers..
I've finally broke the silence between us after all these time..
and finally able to talk normally again like those times..
It happened just now at the hospital while visiting his elder sister..
i'm relief that throughout our whole conversation, there was no need of me to figure out what to say..
it came naturally as always..
and for once..
i dont mind..
i dont mind the fact that he is still a smoker..
and for once i dont mind anything about him anymore..
i feel great..
starting anew..
and not being afraid of being near him..
the past is the past..
and let bygones be bygones..
it doesnt matter anymore..
as long as we're happy..
that's what matters..
HAPPINESS..
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This photo shows how happy they are together..
like what i felt being able to talk to him once again..
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I hate this feeling..
The feeling of being insecure..
the feeling of being alone..
Just u, u and only u..
i cant stop fidgetting..
I've absolutely nothing to do..
I think i'm going insane..
Having second thoughts in everything i do..
I just dont get it..
Whats happening to me..
Was it because of the stupid result..
Those jerks..
Life being to boring at times..
Unable to talk to him..
Missing my Girlfriends..
Missing my 'FAMILY'..
Missing my WIFE..
Missing my pretty 'girlfriend'..
Missing the times playing with the GAMERs in school..
Just missing everything i once had..
Even missing the teachers..
espacially my buddy's 'best friend'..
I miss his personality and character..
Hope he will still continue to teach me next year..
I'm going mad..
Talking randomly like this..
totally weird..
But i cant help it..
And i'm starting to think that jerry yan is a mega hot hottie..
plus i cried over reading a book..
my first time crying over the story in the book..
Stupid ending..
Especially in TEMPTED..
How could they..
Leaving me in suspense after saying SHE died..
Zoeybird and Heath Ferro died..
Die i tell u..
hate that Kalona..
Idiotic Kalona..
And what a HO that neferet is..
OMGD..
What did i tell u..
i'm going mad..
maybe even insane..
being overly sensitive about that book..
oohh, i just finished reading MUMMY KNEW just now..
In HARRIS..
For like 1/2 an hour or so..
My first time..
Should do it again sumtime..
know what..
i better stop here..
Cause i'm gonna watch SAW 6 later..
ALONE..
cause i'm the only one who seems really interested in SAW..
The rest just cant stand it..
except for my dad..
my funny loving dad..
i really should go..
so, Goodbye..
i'll post again soon..
i mean really soon..
bye..
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Kim Bum is super-mega cute!!

Cant believe i listened to Kevin Jonas interview on 91.3fm at the same time as Prevena and Nadiah.. Quite interesting listening to his wedding plans and all.
sides, i'm watching Romantic Princess on mysoju.. Just now in school i watch MOMO Love episode 4 with Nadiah for a while before moving on to Jurong Point with Her, Aaron, Prevena, Nazreen.. since our aim was to eat at banquet, we straight away went to banquet and found a good spot., Let me tell u, i'm soo going to be putting on a kg for finishing off Nazreen's seafood fried rice for her! How could u! no wonder ur incredibly skinny!
After they left, i walked around JP with Gillian to GIO GIO and HARRIS! seems like the marketplace has become our usual hangout nowadays...
At harris, i read this book called MUMMY KNEW by LISA JAMES which is a very sad story of a girl whose been abused by her dad and even though the mum knew bout it she doesnt take action against it. I'm soo gonna buy the book! OOOHH and TEMPTED has come out!!!!! OMGD! in that book, HEATH DIED AND PLUS, Zoey DIED too for trying to save HEATH even though its too late! Idiot KALONA! HE SUXS! I was so sad knowing that my 2 best characted died!! so hating that KALONA guy! alrighty, gonna continue watching romantic princess so have a very gd nite!!

here's the tempted cover page:

i'm bored;
have absolutely nothing to do;
feeling empty inside;
but he made it alright;
they are still together even though they're in different school;
their friendship seems stronger than anything;
i cant wait for friday;
hope the primary 6 pupils will get their goals achieved;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Kah Fai's lil' sister;
really wanna meet all my peeps tmr;
even though i dont have school tmr;
need more chocolates;
listening to one time- justin bieber;
gonna watch Boys Over Flowers episode 18 part 2/4 later;
LEE MIN HO is damn Damn DAmn HOT;
Kim Bum is hot too;
cant wait to watch MOMO love episode 4;
i'm blabbering waaay tooo much..;
i'll end my post here;
AEM on nursing is next week;
IDA result is this Wednesday;
I'm overly excited for both events;
The End;
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Simply HOT!!

My friends,
I’ve been thinking all night and I think its time I tell u what have been lingering on my mind through out this whole confusion. And if after u read it and u find it offensive or whatever, I won’t blame u. everyone one has a choice to make. U decide

Firstly, I don’t know what really started this whole confusion about. What I know is that 1-day we’re ok, the next day we’re not. And I guess from there on, things started getting worse. I guess the only person who knows what really happen is her cause I’m like totally clueless as to what started the mess.

Secondly, since we’re not okay, I didn’t linger around her anymore except when u guys are there and I have somethings to talk or ask about if not I’m not even 2m near her.
Starting of this year, knowing that she dislike it when I’m around, I sat with arfina, wany and Arafat during malay class and didn’t even join the group as she will show her mood swing. I’m wondering of u guys ever noticed her mood swing or not as u guys like are acting totally fine whenever she does that. During NDP, u guys should already have known that we never talk or even see each other and it was weird whenever she’s having one of her moods, u guys seems so quiet and space out as though idk like totally deep in thought. But whatever anyway..

Lastly, I don’t mind her moods but I really dislike it when she uses THAT to spoil others moods. Like take example, DEEPAVALI at P. I mean idk why but this is what I observe.
Once I get into the house and like 15mins later her mood changes to like as though she’s PMSing or sumtin. And she seem to spoil some of ur moods as i see the change in expression from u ppl. I wonder why cant she be chirpy and just be happy and cast aside our difference for that day as we are celebrating some one else’s festivities. Don’t spoil it by making people worry bout ur MOOD..

Last Lastly, I don’t get why she is showing attitude to my dearest ’sister’ an things have been tooo toooo weird lately. And the reason why I really think that the both of u are not the middle person as u guys are just not the middle person. Because u guys were never really affected by things whole thing and u haven’t known the whole truth except for 1 whom I know is the real middle person as she have been affected badly by this. I cant tell u how she’s affected as it will make things more worse. Some of u may think that I’m the BAD one but whatever anyway. I’m done caring bout this so whatever u think it doesn’t really affect anything.. Blame me if u want too but I’ve made myself clear on my previous post that for once I’m officially done.

The end is the beginning of a new journey: